That is my way of doing projects, assignments, and anything else in school, work, or at home that allows me to share some creativity.
More often than not, I am beating myself up all the time because I am a perfectionist, controlling, and very demanding.
Can you blame me? I just like things to be the way I think it should be. Doesn't the perfectionist in all of us want that?
I have been digging deeper into the person I am these past few weeks. I am not sure if that is because of the personal college essays I am currently writing or the enormous amount of personal conflicts that have arisen in my family, or the fact that I would like to write from a deeper perspective in my novel. Whatever the reason may be for me wanting to find deeper meaning, it's been happening.
After talking to a few people I trust dearly, I have come to a conclusion. Although, I have always been a controlling and demanding-perfectionist, I am still a person. (How's that for finding deeper meaning?)
I am a person who needs to learn and grow just like everyone else. I am a person who needs to draw lines between the business/tech enthusiast side of me and the down to earth non-controlling person I would like to be more often.
If there's anyone out there who feels the same way I do, please do share!